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 honestly... lately i've been afraid to write here. this is my place for expression. this is one of the few places that i get to piss and moan and smile and laugh and cry and grin and point and ask and answer and try to understand myself. yes i am holding things in. i've been holding on so tightly that i can't even see what i'm holding on to anymore. it makes me depressed and angry from all the frustration. the miscommunication. the war. i brought my note book to hawaii thinking i was going to write in it, but i didn't. sure i kept myself quite busy. i'm not sure if it was fear or forgetfulness of the fact that i owe it to myself to write down my feeling. my encounters. my experiences. my adventures. my dreams. all of it. where are the photos? the ideas? the stories? these are the things that make up my life and if i keep them inside how will i ever really be able to look back at them and laugh, cry, remember, and learn? it all needs to change. i've changed. i came back a different person and only i know. |
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